hmm..was actually feeling v moody..hmm..everything seems to b so irritating..and..d is not going for e party..at first i thought..y cant he support me..his reason was he dun know anybody there..but i feel tt the reason is not valid..i can noe his frenz..i can go w him to his outings..y cant he compromise and go for mine too..i made the effort to noe his frenz..so he can do it too. but he refuse..sigh..

by giving me too much freedom..and trust will make me feel tt he dun care abt me at all..

but anyway val said something which makes me feel tt..ok..i m looking at another side of the coin..hmm..fairer to him bah..

"he nvr show support coz he may not like wad u're doing but at least he keep quiet and hopes u're happy! he may not b doing wad u hope he'll do but he's doing it in his own ways which he thinks can express his feelings.." tt's wad val said..isnt it true..=)

well..haha i've got the permission to stay out whole night for the party! haha..quite surprised tt papa will allow..i thought he'll insist tt i take cab hme..but he nvr!
haa..

anyway...itz ok tt u dun wan to go..hmm..i can still party..and itz also ok tt we nvr talk much..coz i still have my frenz..

i dun have any idea what will hapen eventually..just let nature takes itz course bah..

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