hmm..now having lunch time..so bored..haha..nobody to accompany me..so tt's y i am at the library using the comp..haha well..love is in the air!!! haha

hmm..d and i..getting back to normal le..he's really more xi xing le bah..heh! so happy!

wahahaha! i wore this white shoe to work today..but bcoz i kept it in the cupboard for so long..the skin started peeling..looks extremely ugly!!! haha but nvm la..will b going hme straight after work..so..who cares!

went alone ytd to shop for xinyu's assessment books..itz very tiring to look through books after books..comparing the price..content..yr published..haha so now i appreciate my mother's hard work! heh!

that's all bah..itz so damn quiet here..haha

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=) everything's fine now..i suppose..haha ok..basically..what i did was..i told d..is it possible to forget everything..not to talk abt the past anymore..i know that this is not the right way to do it..it'll not solve any problems..but only to accumulate even more problems..but for now..i dont care le..all i know is..i cant let him go..i am not ready to do that..i am tired..just wish to move on..and IF..the problems arise again..then..i guess i HAVE to do it le..

but guess what..after that day..i can feel that he changed le..he seems to be more caring..? haha..and i can really feel that he's trying to understand me..try to do what i really hope for..haha so..really glad..

and yesterday..we were msging...because the previous night he never reply me..so i asked him..then he replied.." i forgot..=P" plus that stupid smiley face..so i was damn pissed..but after that..i've no idea how..we changed topics..and i was telling him..must cherish everything..blah blah..and he understands what i am trying to say!!! so he asked..there are some hidden meanings right? hahaha it's not easy for him to realise such a thing ok..haha..hmm..yah..then after that we went on chatting..and i cant rmb why i was saying something like..3/4 of my heart is already filled up with cuts and wounds, all by you. if this goes on..and fill up my whole heart..the day of completion, will b the day of our separation. Surprisingly, he said sorry baobei,i'll heal all the cuts and wounds de. omg..i am so shocked when i see that coming out from him..haha

yup..talked so much abt him le..haha anyway..i took up tuition! this p3 girl..hmm..a very good experience..her dad is very nice..respect me..=) i like it. haha

anyway..something to share w my frenz..'Heart understands love languages without the use of words' isnt it nice..? think abt it..hahaha muack!

love u d. thanx for today..=)

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hey guys..i am ok..=) really ok..just have been thinking..in deep thoughts..abt what i should do next? haha thanx to those who care abt me! i love u peeps!!! muack.

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hmm..heh! everything's fine le..=) i met up w d today...hmm..dont know why..after those series of incidents..i tend to be more optimistic? haha we're fine..i asked him whether he still have feelings for me..and he said yes! haha so after that..everything back to normal le..heh! and i feel that our relationship grow stronger le..hmm..haha. he love to say.." we have many many tmrs! " and this time..i am really glad to hear him saying that..haha! =) i'll pump in more trust and faith in this relationship de!

i love you d. =)


wahaha cotton bud! haha thanx for everything..=) muack! love you lots!!!!

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brrrrr...so many things happened..hmm..i shall summarise everything at one go..hmm..d and i almost break up..coz..i simple want some surprises on special occasions..or rather some efforts to show that those days are impt to him..but unfortunately..nth much done..hmm..and itz not nice to tell him straight in his face that i m not happy..but i cant hide my feelings also..so i showed it on my face..but still refuse to tell him..that's y he felt irritated..and almost brought it up.

hmm...bth sides are in the wrong bah..cant blame anybody..

anyway!!!! our 5th yr anniversary!!! so fast..5 yrs le..itz not easy..reli not easy..esp when all horoscope books say that pisces are to avoid leo..haha but we've proven that wrong!!!! they're just sterotyping..there ARE exceptions..haha but i have to say that..our personalities are reli different..quite extreme if i have to say..hmm..guess it is love that keeps us going bah..

no matter what..i love u. =)

lalalalla...NIE have yet to send letter to me..mayb they dun wan me le..? sigh..

haha i've sewn a precious moments thingy for d!!! it has a boy and a girl..w the words.."Togetherness, the proof of our love" haha..nice right..?

k la..gdnite everyone..!!! muack! take care lo..!

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lalala..was quite lazy to online nowadays..so..no updates till today..sorry huh. well well..lots of things happen..blahblah..i m fine le..sent my application form to moe le..now waiting for reply to go for interview bah..*cross my fingers* hope everything will b fine..=)

will b singing w val later..lala..it has been quite some time since the last time i sang..will enjoy myself later!!!! today's mami's bdae..although she can b a bit..naggy at times..hmm..but i still love her!!!

my 5th uncle..passed away today..glad that he is finally free..from all the pain..and sufferings..he suffered enough..itz time to go heaven..

went to c this chinese physician ytd..he said that my liver not good..tt's y my gastric got problem..sigh..now is med med med everyday!!! sick!!!

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