hurt.

by what u said.

i duno how to forget.

dilemma.

gone.

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yup yup!!! i've received letter frm moe le! yay! being accepted le! but i cant make it for this july's intake..so will b going for the one yr plus contract and teach in pri sch first..while waiting for next yr's intake! heh! finally!! and this also means that..i'll b rejecting the tourism academy..well well..

heh! had a great time w d today!!! went to many places..haha and he brought me to sbw beach too! haha!!! itz nice to b on a bike..haha! yay!!! love him lots!!!

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hello! =) sorry that there hasnt been any updates recently..coz i was back at ite hq..working..heh tgt w val, kexin and chinying! haha it is v v v fun working w them..we can laugh and laugh non-stop and talk abt all sorts of things..haha!!! frm brazilian wax to tampons..hahha!!! but no doubt..sometimes me and val will have some misunderstandings..but everything's fine now =)) and i do still love her. haha

yay! did i mention that d got a bike le? heh. yup! itz v fun! =)) and v sweet..to have him to bring me ard..=)

i'll b going to sing w my dearest ba-chi-ku tmr after work, hahaha yay! and d's going to fetch me!!! haven been so excited for v long time le..hahha!!!

=))))
yay!!!

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now i really understand what is communication breakdown..

how it really feels to truly care for someone..

painful.

hmm..going shopping w val and after that meeting bud tmr!!! another shopping shopping day!!!

will b starting work in ite dover again..this coming mon..haha! finally i'll b occupied again!

life's tiring.

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oh man..itz so saddening to know that i have 2 teeth decaying!!! my goodness. and i have to spend 150 bucks on them! sighh..

sighh..and no subsidy frm my parents..=(((

will b going to the dentist again tmr..to get my teeth treated..hmm. quite scary..but what to do? hmm..Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

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darn...something's wrong w my tummy again..sighhh..

well..went for invigilation last night at amk ite..hmm..not so bad..the pple are nice..but the hall is so warm..my god..feel like a suckling pig! LOL. but ok lo..haha will b going back again on thurs..lalalla

d's having exams..hmm..all the best to him lo!!!! muack!

going shopping again later!!! yea!!!

this sat's programme..me and d planned it out already! haha we'll b going to city hall!!! yay! we're going to play n play n just enjoy ourselves!!! =)))

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hmm..jie found a job at LTA..Land Transport Authority. hmm..the pay's good..and she has always been so lucky..a smooth sailing life she has..in comparison..my life has always been filled w lots of setbacks..hmm..

i can feel the fear in me..of not having any future..of being..someone's shadow..

i've once read an article..telling pple that we have to be contented w what we have..b optimistic..whether u'll b a happy person or not..depends on the decision u made.. ..but..itz not easy..

sighhhh...

i dont want to think so much..but...

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