sighh..a super loooong day today... in short..we quarrelled.

he suggested a break up.

i asked him whether he still love me.

he said yes.

then we cleared up all the misunderstandings.

and..we're fine now.

the most hurtful part is not the idea of breaking up..but is the way he puts it..he kept telling me to find another better guy...kept pushing me away..telling me to find someone who can give me happiness..i almost scolded the f word. but i held on to it..i hate the idea of him not trying to hold on and solve the problem..instead he start to push me away.

tonight..i feel comfortable in darkness. i wasnt afraid.

even though we're alright now..i have a feeling that this incident..is a bad omen to our future.

it is always easier said than done. i consoled my fren ytd..however,i wasnt really able to know how she felt at that point of time..but now..i think i know. It is beyond description.

All these relationship thingy is too tiring. too mentally and physically consuming.

i m still holding on because i know that the time is not right for me to let go.

time will tell.

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