i think i m really those extreme kind of girls who needs a LOT A LOT of assurance every now and then. well..i cant help it.

the feeling of "running" after someone is not good. it feels tired.

jie laughed at my perms,complaint abt them being too ex..blahblah..and today..she went to get hers. so copycat.

i m better my eye lashes perm on mon. so is she.

val ar..I'LL BE WAITING FOR U! pls be back soonnnnn!

huiyu! u better le mahhh????????

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hmm..it is really a little lonely to be at hme during x'mas eve when everyone else is out having fun...wellwell..

d's on the cruise le..should be having fun bahh..i miss him. e idea of not contacting for 4 days is a bit..weird..bcoz in our 5 yrs r/s..we've been talking non-stop everyday! even if we had coldwar..it'll not last more than a day...LOL then even if i went abroad..i'll msg him everyday de..or even he's busy studying..i'll msg and scold him de..so itz like..hahahha!

actually now when i think abt it..itz quite scary..contacting a person everyday for 5 yrs..haahha!

hmm!!! well well. MERRY X'MAS TO ALL! even though i m not a christian but i believe that x'mas has bcum a joyous festival where EVERYBODY come tgt and celebrate!

i have a sudden urge to perm my hair! hmm..loose curls bahh!! prob doing it tmr morning! wahahahha!

hmm..i m doing a scrapbook for ah gong's bdae! will be doing everything in chinese! so excited!!! so now i often patronise 'MAdE WITH LOVE' le..hmm

i sincerely hope that huiyu will get well soon. hope that her pain will be gone. and hope that she'll be able to go hme very soon. muack. *pray* huiyu..WE WILL STAND BY U DE. our BRAVE girl.

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i've been spending these few days w d. hehh!!!

and i realised that i really really love him.

yayy!

muackkk!!!

loves!

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=D thanx vaLLL hehhh!

wellwell..went out w pl,ching and val dear todayy!!! we did get to eat ding tai feng bcoz there're REALLY A LOT of pple!!! prob bcoz itz sat bahh..anywayyy! we settled down for Thai Express instead! and i have to say..thanz girls! for being so understanding!!! MUACKKKKK!!! I LOVE U ALL!

PS:WHO'S HOLDING ON TO MY SHARE OF NEOPRINTS? LOL I WAN IT!

AND..hahahha the dinner was great! not awkward and very comfortable. =D d did make the effort to smile..hahahha! bcoz i keep telling him that he looks damn dao and fierce when he dont smile. LOL.

take one! taken by jordon! LOL ah gong's face is being cut off la..hahaha! anyway! the pic!



Take TWO! BY UR DEAREST MISS WONG! hahahha! nice horr? but w/o me..LOL
There u can see my ah gong looooooooo!!! hahahahahha!and dearest julian smile till so corny. hahaha!



=Dhappy family!

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hmm..saw these on clare's blog..thought that itz quite interesting..so i've decided to give it a go! and here are my results!

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

and...i found more tests frm the website! LOL

You Are 56% Scary

You're a pretty normal, nice girl... but you definitely have your scary moments. As long as you acknowledge them and apologize, you'll probably keep your guy around.

THIS IS QUITE INTERESTING!!! AND QUITE ACCURATE! lol



hahahah! if i were to paste all my results it'll be a LOT!
CHECK IT OUT!!! QUITE FUN! lol

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hahaha! went to visit val dear ytd! coz she wasnt feeling well. hmm..hope she's fine le..(HORRR?VAL ?) anyway! had a lot of fun..we kept talking and talking!! frm 1 plus till 7. CAN U IMAGINE? LOL!

hmm today..met up w d. he's quite funny today.. coz we shared lunch, that's why i was quite afraid that the food is not enough for him. so...

i asked him:" is the food enough for u? full mah?"

he replied:"should be enough. if not full, u let me eat u lo."

then at night. we went to eat thai food. bcoz of my wisdom tooth, i asked him not to order so much..later cannot finish. then after the dinner...

i asked him again:" is it enough for u? coz we nvr order much food."

he replied:"quite full. but i still wan to eat u."

LOL. duno what's w him! then i burst out into laughter and asked him. whyy he keep wanting to eat me today..but he just laugh. LOL. wu da zhu is a WEIRDO!!!

=D meeting up w val,ching and pl for lunch tmr. and after that having dinner w family and d.

ps: val u feeling better le mahh? muack! see u tmrrrrr!!! =D

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HELLO GUYS!!! I SURVIVED!

hahahha! ..i think that dentist used to be a contruction worker.He drill,pull and dig. CAN U IMAGINE? and he's very rough..but my dad said that i should be glad bcoz last time when he took out his..that female dentist couldnt pluck out his tooth! and she even need to call her father for help! CAN U IMAGINE?!

well..the whole process...SCARY and PAINFUL.

so! i m EXTREMELY glad that itz all OVVVVVVVVVVVVVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! yippie!!!

but i have to go back to the clinic to remove the stitches.

=D

HELLO VAL DEAR! finally back huh. LOL muack!

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VALERIE YEO YU LING! ARE U BACK YET??? I MISS U SO.

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hmm..i exploded.

as in..he kept saying..he dont like to be in this world..blahblah whenever we have problems..or wheneverhe faces problems w his parents.

and this time,i feel kinda fed up.

SO i told him to face it. problems ARE problems. they are THERE. u just have to solve it. then everything will be fine and back to normal again. stop saying that u dont like to be in this world. u DONT have a choice. oh actually u DO have a choice and that is to die. ( then u dont have to live in this world ) but if u ever do that..then u are a coward. bcoz only cowards will think of dying..........

usually i dont say all these things..bcoz i think that they're rather harsh...i dont have the habit of "fighting " back...but at times..u just have to do it.

anyway..i m quite surprised that..he calmed down after i've said all these. and..we thrashed out problems..misunderstandings..we solved them.

fine. so now..things are back to normal.=)

going to extract my wisdom tooth tmr. little scared...bcoz i've heard so much abt it.

some pple say will have to suffer for 2 WEEKS...some 3-4 DAYS..jie says will be so painful that i'll cry and cry..the DENTIST said may have blue black...*shivers*

i'll update tmr..IF i m able to do so.

=D marcus..i'll keep u updated.

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sighh.
and that's for me and him.

anyway. i passed my basic theory! =D

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hmm...i wonder why our friendship will bcum like that..as in..nth serious happened...itz not like we quarrelled or we have some kind of misunderstandings..no.

we just drifted away bahh..it doesnt feel the same anymore..this feeling sux. we used to be such great buddies...but now..we're just..normal normal frenz? ...prob i didnt put in enough efforts...

sighh.

d went for a movie w his classmates. -__-'' i felt soo...

itz not that i dont wan him to relax..but he's having his papers these 3 days..and he kept telling me that...he may not be able to even send me a msg during his study break..bcoz he'll only have a 5-10 mins break..fine enough. exams. i can uds. so i've been trying not to disturb him...let him concentrate. and now...THIS.

this sux too.

arghhh!!!!!

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=)) went for the saf concert just now,w pl,ching and daryl! itz not that bad bahh..i m sooo impressed w the oboist!!! so prooooo! and soon peng and marcus are bth in the band! =D

ohh! chatted w vaL dear online this morning!!! wahahahah! she was in the internet room! soooo cooL...and she even mentioned that the band pullover that i lent her..she wore it to Mount Fuji! LOL and another thing! she said the guys there are damn cute! even the road sweeper also not bad looking..o_O..LOL! miss her la! she's coming back on TUE 12AM. woo hoo!

d..gd luck for ur exams!!! JIA YOU ARRRRRRrrrr!!! misssssssss u! the moment ur exams are over, i want to watch movie w u,go to the sbw dam,ride on ur bike,eat roti prata w u...!!! heh!

wahahaha! HUIKENG AND HUIYU!!! u bth free on x'mas day a nottt? get back to me huh!!! wanted to ask u bth but keep forgetting!!! MUACK!!! and we'll have to meet up the moment val is back okkkkkkkkk??? MUACK!

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heh! a new skin for me! lovvvvvvve it!

wellwell..it doesnt seem so bad afterall..to stay at hme..hmm..and i realised that i've got so much things undone!! my god. hmm..so now doing bit by bit..=)

i m feeling better..no longer in pain..BUT this is only the beginning! next wed i'll be extracting my wisdom tooth! THEN..it'll be the awful one. and i tell u..the feeling SUCKS. the pain is simply...UNBEARABLE.

sighh. nvm! get it over and done w bahhhhh!!!

yayyy!!! vaL dear coming back soon lo!!! cant wait!

hmm..i think i uds the idea of.."not-seeing-each-other-everyday-will-not-affect-our-relationship" LOL!!!

and i guess...i've bcum a wiser person now!!!

(all thanx to my WISDOM tooth)

wahahahahhahahahhahahaha~!

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sickening wisdom tooth. makes me sooooooooooooooo damn painful.

and..the saddest part is..i'll be visiting the dentist alone.

i should stop all my day dreamings..

dreaming of him turning up at my hse..accompanying me..even if itz for a while..for an hr or two..i'll be satisfied..BUT..like i said..I SHOULD STOP DREAMING. dreams wont come true. maybe for some lucky ones will..but i m very certain ..mine wont.

fine. something i should learn before i step into the 20th yr of my life.

anyway..itz only a damn wisdom tooth.


PS: so sorry PL dear..had to leave early..i'll makeup to u de. ok? i promise! and ching dear too. =)


...i miss val so much.

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check this out!











cooL. =D

http://www.seductiveshorts.com/#goods/quiz

wellwell...had subway for dinner w pl and ching! and after that went shopping w pl..=D did lots of talkings!!! and dear pl, u're so lucky to be able to meet me again tmr!!! LOL

i miss u VALERIE YEO YU LING!

hmm..

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hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.............

i misssssssssssss him la.

shit him.

went to sim today..=D was w ching. her frenz damn nice! =D and i realised that i really miss going to sch!!!

tmr having subway for dinner w pL and ching!!!

VALLLLLLLLLLL I MISS U SO MUCH!

hmm...

ROAR!

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=D BON VOYAGE TO MY DEAREST WORMIE! ENJOY URSELF IN JAPAN!!!

lol met up w val this afternoon..we took pics..ate thai express..and after that met up w pl,ching and xueqin! hahahha!!! i realised that time really flies..while chilling out. LOL.


the 4 of us! too bad. vaL went hme first le.

hmm ..I bought this chi book,which consist of all those info on chi customs..stories of the different dynasties..etc. hmm..cause i feel that itz not right for a chi teacher to be not familiar w all these things..thus i m VERY determine to read up everything!!! =D

oh and....a VERY HAPPY BE-LATED BDAE TO JANICE!!!

aLSO...a VERY HAPPY BDAE TO U! KEXIN!!! =D

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BEAUTIFULLLLLLL DAYYY!!!

ok. i shall begin with ytd. ytd was VALERIE DARLING'S BDAE!!! we had a wonderful dinner at wheelock's nydc and after that celebrated at a pub! hmm. it was fun and i m soooooooooooooo happy that val enjoyed it. =)) just for u girL!

and....TODAY! haha met up w d. was actually quite pist w his friends..bcoz they always wan to meet up but for a short while only? so itz quite a waste of time to travel sooooooo far away and go hme an hr later? BUT nvm! d brought me to sbw dam! where lots of cars/bikes gather...either to race OR just to chill. a very nice place! romantic too! i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee it! LOL

hmm..i feel xin fu le..=D the feeling's back.

i love him.

=))

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