it takes 2 hands to clap. i know that.

The crisis is here again. The hidden one that can be found in every relationship.

yes. I've to admit that to me...a relationship is almost EVERYTHING. Thus, I will think of him every single day. Even to the extent of , thinking of meeting him everyday, even though i know that's not the way.

Reason why i've always wanted to meet up..bcoz we dun have the habit of talking on the phone. and how much can u talk using sms? how much can u type? how many msges can u send? most of the times...those ard me will know those "happenings" in my life...and he'll usually be the last to know. That shouldnt be the case bahh. i want him to be the FIRST to know.

I envy ching. she's like so much more happier now. And i really have to say, her life tgt with XQ is sooooooooo HAPPENING! =D go girls!

anyway, glad that me and b are able to move on quickly. all those quarrellings will not last more than 1-2 days. so..very glad. =) i still love him.

anywayyyy! val dear, dont be afraid that u'll be left out. u wont ok? we'll fix another date to meet up againn!!! *promise! muackkk!!!

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hai.

communication is the factor.

i've so much to say...but i've no idea where to begin. i shouldnt have asked. this is the result. this is exactly the feeling i've had before.

it'll be the last time i m asking. not going to try anymore. i dont want everything to go back to how it was before, the running and chasing.

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boo!

watched 28 weeks later w b. omgg. i am SOOOOOooo disgusted by the movie. itz extremely gross. yucks. super eeerrrr. i even felt like vomitting. iLL.

anywayy..i've no idea why i've such a strong feeling of "bu-she-de-ness" when b went hme today. hmm...itz hard to explain.

=D another week to hols! however...this last week is so...unbearable. i just dont even want to think abt it. sighh.

pple often think that being in my situation is so shuang. i get to study, to gain experience and also..get paid. yes, i m glad that i m earning now, but the things that i am doing DOES worth that amount of salary. Other than the work load, the politics, the "rules" and the system is also a little too much for me to understand or to accept it. so....yes i have to say...i think i m struggling now. ( all those is a little too much for this partially-mature me).

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=D yayyy! i've got friends to look for in NIE lo! jolene and pei leng!

well...super busy these few days because itz the exam period and we have to get ready for all the checkingss...comic camp...these and that!

itz quite irritating to have colleagues who are damn rude. They'll talk to u like..u ARE to do them THAT favour..or u ARE their subordinate. BULLSHIT.

wellwell! am reading for one more day by Mitch Albom. Very meaningful. a little spooky at first..but itz ok at the end. hahahhaha!!!

watched Bridge to Terabithia!!! super niceee!!! i read the book yrs ago because it was my sis' lit text and i read it out of boredom! and i have to say...the movie is EXACTLY the same as the BOOK! so interestinggg!!! woo hoo!

LOL. was eating milo powder just now. i am sooooo into it nowadays. haha!

misses.

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=D random picsss!

this is b wearing his shoes. wahahha!



This is US!~

OHH! this is one of the projects i've done in sch! a SUPER BIG pic for parents' day! Me and another colleague did the whole thinggg!!! woo hoo! we pasted the hearts,words and the puzzle(the image)!

doo! The whole thing on the wall. =D but it wont be up on the wall for long...abt one more week then it'll be taken down le. hmm.

Wiwi. =D my good friend. b's ah girl.

=D hahaha! very random horr? but anywayy..my hols will be here VERY soon! woo hoo! another 2 and a half more weeks! yayyyy! hahahha

hmm..oh...ah gong is unable to go for operation. not suitable bahh..so...anytime he'll have a heart attack. sigh...me and b went to visit him that day..he looks so...frail...thin...but he was happy that we went..he kept thanking b. hmm..but after the visit i cried...bcoz i dont want him to go. well, he's still here...i know...but..he's already 80 and even the doc said...we have to be ready. sighh... i love him.

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shall keep this short and sweet.

i've received my NIE letter! going to sign on 12th May together with jie and my cousin( my 2 sureties!) starting sch on 25th July!

and..

i miss U girls and b.

=D

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finally i m taking a break..

was working non-stop..busying w sch work...blahblah.

then...suddenly when i managed to take a break..i realised that i DO miss out a lot of things.

a little upset.

nevertheless, i see the other side of the world.

b's phone dropped into the toilet bowl and itz sent for repair now..so..the only way of communicating is through phone. as in..house phone. So since then, i've got to wait patiently for his call every night. =]

所有的一切，尽在不言中。

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